Bad Mood

I smile and act like nothing is wrong, it’s called: putting shit aside and being strong.  You never can be sad, never cry, if you cry for one time everyone gonna act like you cry all the time, or tell you "cheer up" like you do not have right to be sad.  When people hurt your feelings, break your heart when you try to not to cry in front of everyone people are asking whats wrong and you cry so bad because you're too strong for a long time..  When you need someone to feel that you're not alone and just to support you, make you laugh or just get some ice cream for make you smile there is no one.  Just one little text morning that call you sunshine is enough for make you smile but probably no one cares.